Sometimes

Sometimes, you are very charming.
Sometimes, you are very pretty.
Sometimes, you are very cute.
Sometimes, you are very manja.
Sometimes, you are very beautiful.
Sometimes, you are very smart.

BUT, there are also~~

Sometimes, you are very annoying.
Sometimes, you are very frustrating.
Sometimes, you are very scary.
Sometimes, you are very horror.
Sometimes, you are very terrible.
Sometimes, you are very ignorant.
Sometimes, you are very rebellious.
Sometimes, you are very lazy.
Sometimes, you are very careless.
Sometimes, you are very forgetful.
Sometimes, you are very dangerous.


So, You are still You~~
Nothing's gonna change my love for you~~
Because You are Who You are right?
I love everything of yours~~
There is NO return for ME.
This is My Love for You~~
I'll try to suit Myself to You~~
I just hope that one day in the future You will try to be a Better, Mature person.
Not just change it for Me, Its for your own good as well.
Hopes that The Day that I'm hoping for is getting nearer day by day~~
Sometimes I really wanted to scold You, but I just kept it all in My heart.
I tried My very best not to angry at You each time.
But still, I've let You seen it sometimes.
I do really sorry about that.
But I really do want You to understand more things, and learn from it.
I doesn't simply nagged people, especially, You.
But You just doesn't get what I'm thinking and what I mean.
Sometimes, I do really wanted to Speak those vulgar words.
But I still keep restraint to speak it out. Although sometimes I spoke one or two.
I hate Myself being distracted from My Studies.
I hate Myself when being pressure from Parents, and You.
There are still a lot of things that You need to understand besides than Your Own Needs.
Sometimes, I've made a choice that You don't like.
But if You really could understand why and don't just simply accused Me of making those choices, I'll be very happy.
Cause it will mean that You have already grown up if You can think in this way.
But, for what i can see now,
After One year plus,
Things still the same.
Unhappy things keep repeating. I don't know that if You are aware of it.
I'm really Unhappy recently.
I can't take it anymore.
I'm mentally Stress.
I really Can't Take it ANYMORE..!!!!!
Sorry about it.
I'm still not ready for this kind of suffering.
Please give me some time.
I'm still not use to the way You are.
Thanks~~

Its kinda long time didn't updated d..
Hmm..
Recently quite active/busy over church events..
although its tiring, but its really enjoy..
Not only that, i've learn many things, and also reminds me of things that i've forgot..=)
I appreciate all these events that had been held all the years,
In order to make myself a better person, no matter in church or in daily life.
My results will be release on the 8th of July.
Hope that its not that worst as what i expected.
I really dun wanna to fail my studies again..
I wanna to graduate faster..
i need to Concentrate in my studies..
Cause parents are giving me pressure..
but its just for my own GooD..=)

All i can do is just to pray to GOD to give me the strength that i need to finish the tasks that i have..^^


I've really long long time didn't contact with friends..
really felt so so so sorry to them..
Caused i've gave them a feeling that i've forgotten them..
I'm here to apologize to all my friends o..
Really sorry ya~~
Hope that after my studies i'll be free to gather with you all again~~
Take GooD Care all my friends..
Please dun forget me..

sleep~~~!

i tot every people only need 8 hours per day to sleep?
y some people will sleep more than 8 hours but still say tired and sleepy?
is this a sick?
really not understand..
don care!!

just translate somethings.
but really feel tired when do that lar.
i think if i do continue do the divine work that i can do,
maybe i can be better and be a good children of God
i wan to be a good worker in church but i always scare.
actually i also dunno wat things i scare for..

maybe i really need to prepare my heart to back to college
and to start the new semester.
God, please help me in everything, so that i can be able to work hard in church and do everything for u!! pls give me one more chance to serve u..
and also need to be well prepare to back to that lonely place.
sometimes regret that i decided to study at kl.
really miss home.
but some people will just scold me and say this is my choice. wat to do?
haiz..

miss my family always.
some people wont understand my feeling coz they really live really blissful..

Love daddy, mummy and sisters~~

Lazy...

I've been holiday for 3 weeks plus..
but stil don feel wan to back kl yet!!
This is the first time i write blog.. haha~
some ppl might confuse y i write like this.. LOL
Chong Xin Zhi might know wat happen.. haha

Everyday stay at home very sien ar..
but still enjoying at home.
no need to spend my own money, no need to worry no ppl accompany me, no need to kacau Nobody, no need to worry about my study when at home..

next semester have many hard subjects to study..
dunno i can be able to get the result tat i wan onot.. haiz..
but i know someone will support me..

These day felt that i was doing something wrong but don wan to change o..
haiz..wats wrong with me??
i should be know wat is wrong and wat is right.
i shouldn't find the grey area.

we long time din argue and fight for somethings d..
very good har.. but i scare when i back kl,
and when i start feel lonely den will start argue again..
i think i m such a ppl tat cant be lonely o~
but i cant always find others right?

thx for so considerate to me and everytime let me win..
i really very bad right?
i knew tat too..
i should be start to read bible and pray at least twice a day.
anyone can just always encourage me to do these things..
i don wanna do wrong things again.
i don wan them to feel disappointed to me..

ok!! is time to do home work..
write next time..

学生考试不及格不是学生的错，因為一年只有365天。

一年有365天。

有 52个星期天，当作休息日，扣除后剩313天。
...
假期有90天，因為要玩乐／打工，所以，扣除后只剩223天。

每天平均睡8小时，总共有122天，扣除后剩101天。

每天平均运动一小时，有益身心健康，总会15天，扣除后剩下86天。

每天平均用餐约花2小时，总会30天，扣除后剩56天。

每天和朋友聊天花一小时，对社交人际关系有帮助，总会15天，扣除只剩41天。

一年考试天数约35天，扣除后只剩6天。

一年平均生病3天，扣除后只剩3天。

看电影的休闲约花3天，扣除后都没有了。

所以，考试不及格是因為根本就没有时间读书！

其实，用这个方法来计算好像是有一点错误的。

大家不妨认真的去想。^_^

我喘不过气了啦。。！！！！！

为什么老是这么样？
心痛哦。。

2011

CNY almost end d..
today is chu 14..
tomolo is last day.

This year Chinese New Year wasn't that great, it is because the holiday is not that ngam.
So, chu 5, people edi started work and study.
Not only that, recent years's CNY wasn't that enjoy.
There isn't much CNY feel in Malaysia.
except every year's Chu 9, Bai Tian Gong, Many Hokkien ppl will light the fire crackers.
So that is a very "wonderful" night.
Everyone cant sleep early..

Hehe..
I think i'll updated till here..
soon when i'm 'free' then i'll update more..
hehe..

I'm Really Pissed OFF..!!!

Ops..Hehe...

Just came back from the 2D1N National Tertiary Sports Days at Port Dickson Olive Garden.

Overall it can be say, Its Really exciting and we had Fun..!!!

Hehe..

Today i'm abit lazy to describe the details..

Cause i'm really Not enough rest..!!!

Not only that, my both arm also suffering from muscles pain..>.<

its aching..